Thursday, July 16, 2009

*~*So Much To Catch Up On*~*

Hey Yall.....As You Know I have Been looking For a Job. Unfortunately I still....Dang they weren't kidding when they said the economy was Tough huh. Anyways Been applying anywhere I can, so all I can do is keep praying and leave it in Gods hangs. Something Will Come Up Soon. Hopefully.

Other Than that My Dad and I have been working on filling out financial aid papers for school. I really would like to go back to school soon, so we are trying to get all that done quick. I have been looking at different majors and different programs I can go through to get to that major, right now I am interested in pursuing a Major in Music Business. I Love Music its Like breathing To Me....I don't think my life would be the same without it. Those who cant speak through words speak through music and when I am feeling a certain way usually i will tell someone to listen to a specific song and describe to them that the words in the song will describe exactly how I feel. Lets just say I can honestly say in a profession involving music I truly believe I could be happy doing that Until The Day I Die (Story Of The Year ha great song). I am hoping to get into promoting bands or concert events, or managing bands. Something Of The Sort would be something I would love to do for the rest of my life....Ya I know that sort of thing isnt easy to get into but you know "The Sky is The Limit" and with proper schooling I think I can make it = )

Anyways enough bout the good stuff.....with the good has to come some bad right? Of course thats the ropes of life....unfortunately. So This Ex boyfriend of mine has really be upsetting me lately.....texting me really rude and hurtful things. You would think after a break up and the discussion you dont want anything to do with eachother that he would leave me alone....but OF COURSE NOT.....its just not that easy. I keep being told if I respond to his texts I am only fueling the fire....which i suppose is probably true...becuz he wants me to get upset, and if he knows i am upset than he wins. I am so done with his'd think for someone being deployed next month he would be a lil bit more mature and grown up...But I guess not. But is all good...his loss not mine....out with the old in with the new. I swear Frenchy of Grease was 100% correct ha ha "The Only Guy A Girl Can Trust Is Her Daddy...Men Are Fleas on Rats...Even Worse their amoebas on fleas on rats." ha ha....So true. But I am confident that my perfect man is out there and I forever till the day I meet him will be patiently waiting. <3

Other than that I have still been going to counseling....Regularly, it is helping. But everything I have been through is going to take a while to Mend. But with Gods help it will all be healed in time. = )

Also been talking with an old friend lately. I am so glad I reconnected with her. She is such a great person, she was always there for me, and she never once has judged me for anything. I highly respect her for everything that she has gone through and everything she is doing. She is a very responsible and loving person. I would do anything for her. I thank god that me and her reconnected.

Well thats all the dish I got for now....See Ya!