Change

A Song I Been Digging lately.....Enjoy!

Great Song

March 5th Baby I am going to see these guys with my Daddy and I couldnt be more STOKED about it. They are so talented....ha this is one of my new fave songs lol. = )

Enjoy!

*~*Things Change....People Change*~*

As of lately I have been having definite problems in the friend area still. Its So unfortunate that when you think someone is a good person, and true honest friend....they prove you so wrong. This has happened to me recently people I have been close to for years just turn around and backstab you...it really is a big reality check. I mean first and foremost i dont understand how guys can throw around terms like Whore, Slut, Skank, etc. (you get the jist)and think that it does not hurt anyone. I now understand what my parents meant when they would tell me to think before I speak because you might end up saying something stupid that hurts someone as people have done to me. What these people dont know is that because of their words I have sat up crying myself to sleep on occasion. Whoever said Sticks and Stones may Break my Bones but Words can never hurt me obviously had no idea what they were talking bout. The words of a handful of people I thought were my friends really hurt me, more than I could have imagined. So I guess this is a new start....I am looking for new people in my life. New friends. A New Beginning. I had Trust issues already but now i have them even more.....I am going to watch who I let close to me. I Have learned to Trust.....God, Myself, My Parents, and a select Few friends that have earned my trust. I am not just going to off the bat think people are good people and trust them anymore. Trust needs to be earned.

So to all of you that I thought were my friends that I thought were good people. Nice try....trying to bring me down..Sorry it did not work. I am not going to go chasing for your friendship. The only people you need in your life are the ones that need you in theirs. The Videos Below Go Out To You Guys.....






Heres To Making A Change In Life....= )

*~*Can You Actually Trust Anyone*~*

I thought This video Went Pretty Well with The Post So check it out (disney artists but great song lol)!






I have been going through a hell of a rough time lately. Yea I have friends that have been there for me through it all. Yet I have some friends that have been running their mouth and let me tell ya if They ran as much as their mouth did they would be is Awesome shape. People I thought were my friends are now turning around talking trash about me. People that I put my trust in have now turned around and threw it all away. It takes years to build up trust and only seconds to break it. I have learned that I can trust no one aside from MYSELF, MY FAMILY, and GOD, and Those select FEW that have EARNED MY TRUST!

Recently I have come to realize people are not always who you thought they were. People could care less about anyone elses feelings aside from their own. People will do anything to belittle you just to make themselves feel as though they are good. As of recently I have been struggling with some issues with friends. Due to the mere fact people are not always who you believed them to be. Many people put on a front...wear a mask, hiding the "REAL" them. I have never worn a mask....People can say what they please about me but at least I am not out "FAKING" who I am. Yea at points In my life I was ashamed of how I was acting and Some of the things I did....But I never acted as though I was anything else than Me.

As of right now....I am in shock due to some situations that have been going on with certain friends of mine. Not only do I feel Betrayed...but I feel as thought some are being shady and trying "MASK" situations that are going on. If these people are ones I truly consider my friends they would have no reason to "MASK" any situation....they would be able to just be honest. At this point I find myself sitting here as I type questioning if I need to reconsider who my "REAL" friends are....and whether or Not I should search for a new group of people to hang out with. I constantly find myself giving certain people chances over and over again and they keep messing up again and again. Yes, I forgive them....but do I want to continue to hang around certain people that drag me down? Not So Much.

So with that said I ask yall to Keep me In your prayers about this situation.

I challenge you all...Be REAL Be YOU...you may be Looked down upon, and/or Talked about..but on the upside at least your being YOU and thats the exactly what everyone should WANT!

*~*Wait For Me*~*

This Is an Amazing Song, Amazing lyrics, from an amazing Artist. Rebecca St. James is a wonderful singer/songwriter...Not to mention a wonderful artist. I actually just read a book by her that was a Top-Seller. It was called "Wait For Me" and she actually wrote the book after writing this song! The book was very good...usually I pick up a book and get bored with it and never finish reading it but this book was amazing. I read it and actually had a hard time putting it down as opposed to having a hard time picking it up and continuing to read it. It talks about waiting for God to put the right person in your life and remaining pure till marriage. Which is something that I think young people these days really struggle with. Honestly I think everyone struggles with temptation but when I sit and really think about it...When I meet "The One" than he will be so happy that I was able to stay strong and remain pure till I united in marriage with him. I just think that when I do meet "The One" that it will make us so much happier and draw us so much closer.

So this really kind of opened my eyes to a whole new way of thinking...I mean I always really thought about it but didnt reallu understand the realness of it until this book..

SO just thought I would share with you all..

Peace!

*~* So Beautiful*~*

This Song Is Amazing! I happened to hear it on AOL Radio While listening to the Christian Station and I was like Hmm...Who is that. So I looked him up on YouTube. I love the video and the song. Basically it served as a reminder to me that no matter what difficult times that a person is going through God helps you through it all and That everything as some light of beautiful in it no matter how bad the situation. Trust me and this point in my life I of all people would know that to be true. I am really going through hell right now. In fact me and My family are going to counseling Thursday...There was an issue with me and I just a few weeks ago put it out in the open to my parents and I think they are having a hard time coping with it, More so My dad than my Mom. So we are going to the first session as a family than I will continue to go alone from then on. So just please Keep us in your prayers and Me most of all to help get through all this and be healed.

Anyways I just wanted to share this song and video with you because I think that the song is amazing and the lyrics are Wonderful. No matter what trouble you are going through God is always with you and Will continue to help you out, and that in the Midst of all the horrible things going on and all the Darks hours that Life is still Beautiful and I cant tell you how true that is!

Love Yall

A Lil Bit Of Realness For Everyone

Dont let the Name Of the Song catch you off guard. I chose the video with the lyrics because if you read the lyrics while listening to the song it is so true. Sex is a gift given to all of us from God and it is something that should not be given away to someone who doesnt think it is important Nor should it be Taken away from you by someone who doesnt deserve it or you. Sex is a very precious thing that should happen when two MARRIED people love eachother and want to unite as ONE. So like the song Says "Think before you let it go". Also like the song says "Guys will say anything to get at your stuff" again another statement that is so true. Guys will throw the word Love around like it is no big deal if it means getting Laid. Last but not least another statement that proves to be so true...is "Use your common sense, your worth waiting for, cuz once its gone you'll never get it back" Now days people just have sex with anyone but it is no big deal. But they will never get back that piece of themselves that each guy they slept with took.

I read a book that put it like this As a guy stand up at the alter on his weddin day the girl walks down the aisle as she nears him she starts to realize there is a long line of girls behind him....thinkin she probably doesnt want to know she asks anyways..."Who are all these girls" the man replies "These are all the girls I have Been with....they all have a lil part of me, therefore you dont get all of me" The girl gets upset..and now not only does she not get her husbands whole heart but its as thought he has a part of each of these girls...and that will stay with him.

I know its a terrible way to look at it but it is SO true. So just watch the video and think about it.

Peace!